Monday, 15 September 2014

Scary Times

Hello to everyone and everybody!
Today's topic is quite a serious one. I just graduated from high school and I decided to not go to college this year.
I have recently realized that the more I think of the future, the more scared I am. Please do let me know if you feel this way too cause I'd love to find that I'm not the only one. 
Anyways, although I have to admit that I do have some pretty exciting things that are about to happen, I just don't qiute feel prepared.
I'm so scared of becoming a grown up, and having responsabilities, and having to deal with things on my own. I still feel like a 10 year old, who knows nothing about life and who's still hiding behind her mommy's skirt. 
And the thing that scares me the most... Failure. There are so many things that I want to do and ideas that I want to put into practice, but the thought that at the end everything will turn out to be a complete fail really frightens me. I don't want to end up having a crappy job and hating my life.
I'm sorry if I have completely ruined your day with this negative post, but I needed to get that off my chest. Let me know if you have any fears, maybe that will make you feel a bit better too.
Until next time!

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