Showing posts with label Times. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Times. Show all posts

Monday, 15 September 2014

Scary Times

Hello to everyone and everybody!
Today's topic is quite a serious one. I just graduated from high school and I decided to not go to college this year.
I have recently realized that the more I think of the future, the more scared I am. Please do let me know if you feel this way too cause I'd love to find that I'm not the only one. 
Anyways, although I have to admit that I do have some pretty exciting things that are about to happen, I just don't qiute feel prepared.
I'm so scared of becoming a grown up, and having responsabilities, and having to deal with things on my own. I still feel like a 10 year old, who knows nothing about life and who's still hiding behind her mommy's skirt. 
And the thing that scares me the most... Failure. There are so many things that I want to do and ideas that I want to put into practice, but the thought that at the end everything will turn out to be a complete fail really frightens me. I don't want to end up having a crappy job and hating my life.
I'm sorry if I have completely ruined your day with this negative post, but I needed to get that off my chest. Let me know if you have any fears, maybe that will make you feel a bit better too.
Until next time!